no começo são citados nomes de personagens como Ralfus e Natacha Dinateli, pode ser uma referência ao filme Bloody Suckin Freaks, que tem a mesma temática de tráfico dessa música, no decorrer do filme Natacha é sequestrada e sofre uma lavagem cerebral, Ralfus por sua vez é um anãozinho ajudante de tortura, se olharmos o filme e a música encontramos diversos aspectos semelhantes.
nessa música Ensizion (Travis, RIP) expressa nesse som com várias metáforas e trocadilhos que só queria seguir a vida dele sendo ele mesmo, sem ter que mentir ou forçar para obter validação social, eu acho que é sobre não abrir mão de sua essência acima de tudo
no começo da música aos 00:22 segundos ele diz algo sobre ouvir mentiras e Niágara Falls, parece q ele diz que essas mentiras estão na parte canadense das cataratas do Niágara (as cataratas do Niágara pegam parte so Estados Unidos e do Canadá) é uma maneira de dizer que não se importa com as mentiras e opiniões alheias como se elas estivessem distante, fora do seu campo de preocupação e deixa elas passarem.
mas isso pode ter uma série de significados kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
1:23 ele utiliza a palavra “pedra” (stone) para se referir a algo nele que eu substitui por coração
1:54 depois de usar a substância ele tem um big eleven, ele sente 11 sentimentos diferentes quando usa
Chorus
I cant apologize for what i am or what i might be
I cant apologize for what i do or what you might see
I can only assure that i will hurt you
Its a wonderful loss of a person that will just desert you
Vs 1.
Go ahead, put me outta your misery
No more reason for me to breathe, no more reason to tempt me
No harm all foul, just a whole new world of the things i wouldnt let you be around.
I feel responsible for keeping you sheltered
But the worlds an evil place, i didnt want you to get pelted
I know, i feel flat on my face
Im tryin to keep up but still im last in the race
I tried to shelter you under my wing
And hide you from all the things that i already seen
Theres no use, i new it wouldnt last
But i had no idea this would end so fast
I can only remenise of being close to you.
Your the only thing i knew
What am i supposed to do.
I guess i could leave
Try and move on
But i die more and more with out your in my arms.
Chorus
I cant apologize for what i am or what i might be
I cant apologize for what i do or what you might see
I can only assure that i will hurt you
Its a wonderful loss of a person that will just desert you
Vs2
Lookin back we took each other for granted
And im stuck inside my own world with nothin but panic
Its a long hard road outta here
Its a long hard road, i aint even got no bus fair
I never meant to hold you down
I never meant to run away
I never meant to be the way i am today
You push it to the limit
And then i cross the line
Now i gotta live with the fact that your not mine
You run away into somebody elses arms
I run away, im only doin somebody harm
Its a mad mad world that were livin in
Only time will tell when love will feel real again
No more feelings to discover
To more pieces to recover
All thats left is to lie dormant and wonder
What would life be like with you in it
Its something i dont wanna think about
Sorry wont come out my mouth
Chorus
I cant apologize for what i am or what i might be
I cant apologize for what i do or what you might see
I can only assure that i will hurt you
Its a wonderful loss of a person that will just desert you
Vs3
I kinda thought that you could use some space
But it put me in a place to where id never see your face
Everywhere i go i wonder about
And ponder about
The things that would come out your mouth
All harm no foul how you livin life now
All you have is somebody new holdin your down
Its a goddamn shame how it ended
Its a goddamn shame you couldnt even buy forgiiveness
All thats left is a 2 piece scar
And be damned if i dont tell the world just how you are
Its kinda pitiful
The way you was raised lingers today
So i had to deal with it in my own way
I can only jot it down as a loss and the little problem i have
And how much it has cost
All i can do now is suck it up
Now we have to live with the fact that we both fucked it up
Chorus-
I cant apologize for what i am or what i might be
I cant apologize for what i do or what you might see
I can only assure that i will hurt you
Its a wonderful loss of a person that will just desert you
